不管了，我现在只想当我自己

Min.
seventeen
210491
singapore poly, dba

my life is full of sunshine & rainbows. sometimes, there're dark clouds & thunderstorms too. i strive for perfection, but i always fail to do so. i guess my only forte is being a jay fan, ha. building sand castles in the air is what i do almost everyday. i think daydreaming is fun because it brings me to wherever i want to go, & i can be whoever i want to be in those thoughts.

Sayonara.

I'm escaping from this afterlife.
Do you wanna come w/ me?



Moved, Goodbye.
(narrowing down to zero centimeters.)

let's celebrate love

[current mood | curious]




konichiwa!

yesterday i had dinner with darling yunni, & today i went over to casslynn's house.
whoo, so happy to see their faces again.

cass & i carried out our little 'secret mission' this afternoon.
watched episode 21 of flower boys too.
(kim bum, min ho & hyun joong are really.. ah, living sculptures.)

hmm..
i feel that i'm deprived of shopping, deprived of new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories.
if i tell my mum this, she's gonna start nagging at me again.
but i think what i'm really deprived of is pocket money.
this is probably the only thing i dislike about school holiday.
:/

i'm taking back my love

[current mood | a little excited]


received my result already.
it was better than what i expected, but.. well, i know i could have done a lot better.
sigh, nvm.
next semester = chiong-non-stop semester.

i wanna go out!
hahah, because now there aren't any more nice dramas to keep me stuck infront of my lappy.
korean's version of meteor garden is so niceeeee!
i just can't wait for the next episode to be out.

p/s:
someone tell me, how did kim bum get so handsome?

waiting for you & your white horse to come around

[current mood | irritated]


hey yo.
cavewoman went out today!
(hahah, like stepping out of the house is something for me to be proud of.)
met up with casslynn & we went plaza sing's spotlight to get some stuff.
it's the d.i.y season, lol.

dinner was with mum & my two sisters.
so long since we last went out & have a meal together.

tell you guys a secret.
i think i kinda like the korean boy band called big bang.
it all started with the song lalala wanxuan sent me.
ok, here's a video to end my post:

Lies
by Big Bang

a hundred paper cranes

[current mood | accomplished]


rotted my day away, again.
lol.

oh, & guess what?
my sis has got the whole twilight sequel.
& the four books are sitting on my shelf now.
heheh, luckily i didn't buy them back then.
xD

just uploaded a number of songs into my phone.
at last, new melodies for my ears.
i'm so sick of my current playlist, lol.

ok that's it.
bye.

the old times

[current mood | motivated]




oh my god.
i need to get out of my house.
I NEED TO GET A LIFE.
caveman's life is getting boring, way too boring.

ha, no worries already.
just got a few activities planned for this week.
:D

talk to my hand

[current mood | bored]


other than stepping out of the house to get breakfast/lunch/dinner, i have successfully been a caveman for the previous five days.
how incredible am i.
well, the rain was the main reason for keeping me in.

so here's roughly my daily routine: wake up, youtube, lunch, youtube, read, dinner, tv, youtube, sleep.
hahah, i know the two words you're gonna use to describe this kind of life.
that is.. NO LIFE.
agree, agree.

build me a lake house

[current mood | hungry]


finally got to meet up with darling su!
(:
yesterday we went for a movie at amk hub.
marley & me wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be.
after the show, we headed to this really nice place at bedok reservoir.
slacked, & then went home.

gonna youtube my day away, i guess.
but before that, i shall find something to eat.
hahah, byebye.

[current mood | ?]


the song playing on the music player, the things i read, the facts i got to know, the disappointment, the changes, the impossible, the unpredictable future, the times i missed out, the hidden meanings behind sentences, the people around me..
right now, everything gets me thinking.
sometimes i feel that my life is as screwed as my fom paper.

probably the sweetest song ever

My Prayer
by Devotion

Dear God,
I know that she's out there.
The one I'm suppose to share my whole life with.
& in time, you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, & protect her until that day we meet.
& let her know, my heart is beating with hers.

In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
& made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
& all I see reality shows I'm alone

But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day is cold will you keep her warm
When darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes & let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I prayed until that day
When our hearts will beat as one
I will wait so patiently
For that day to come

I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day is cold will you keep her warm
When darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes & let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers
My heart is beating with hers
It's beating with hers