不管了，我现在只想当我自己

Min.
seventeen
210491
singapore poly, dba

my life is full of sunshine & rainbows. sometimes, there're dark clouds & thunderstorms too. i strive for perfection, but i always fail to do so. i guess my only forte is being a jay fan, ha. building sand castles in the air is what i do almost everyday. i think daydreaming is fun because it brings me to wherever i want to go, & i can be whoever i want to be in those thoughts.

a thousand tons of love

[current mood | drained]


hello.
(:
did you guys miss me?

friday
met up with buddies (excluding casslynn) at 201 in the evening.
(:
went to mcdonald's, cause janice had a job to do.
decided not to eat at 201, so we headed to century square.
went food court & had our dinner there.
walked around in tm & century square.
then janice went to pierce ear.
roamed about.
then yunni wanna go home, so we went interchange.
got a cup of bubble tea with wanxuan, then waited with them for their bus.
after they left, accompanied wanxuan to her bus stop & then walked home.

laughed so much.
guess i can only laugh like nobody's business when i'm with wanxuan.
haha.
i miss you guys already can, lol.

saturday
train-ed to aljunied & walked to su's house.
(:
siao-kia & gong-kia had three babies!
(oh my god, baby hamsters are so tiny, & cute!)
did a few experimental stuff with some food.
hmm..
experimented with the baking chocolate, haha, but failed.
we totally have no idea what to do with it, lol.
popped the popcorn too, & toasted the mini pancakes.
(lol, i think we very luan lai.)
ate maggi mee for lunch.
printed poa & stats past year papers.
left su's house & train-ed to orchard.
bought drinks & stuff, then settled down at lucky plaza's rooftop.
studied till 7:45PM..?
left & bus-ed to the cathay.
had dinner at astons.
(:
nice food, & both of us were damn bloated.
slacked at somewhere near the mrt station till 11:30PM..?
then train-ed home.


some photos:


tomorrow i'll be meeting su again, in the morning.
so i should go to bed now, in case i can't wake up.
goodnight.

but obviously my armor was cracked

[current mood | sleepy]


hi yo.
didn't go school today, overslept.
X=
but nvm, skipped only two hours of crs.
studied econs just now.
gonna continue with the last chapter later on.
see, i'm such a good girl(:
lol!

anyway, here are the photos.
a lot of them, & a few were taken quite some time back.
but still wanna post it.
here you go:

lol, found this photo in yanling's phone only recently.
lessons = sleep
eat my name.
love the box, hate its purpose.
hahahahahahahaha.
oh my god, this is really retarded.
pic #01 & #02 - eat the snowman,
pic #03 - snowman chiamin, pic #04 - snowman sujatha
the screwed-up group.
the girl gang of dba 11.
peggie & chloe.
love the background.
sp clique(:
haha, is ahma emo-ing??
you need real skill to take a picture & have this kind of effect.
i took this picture q:


opps.
it was a bad move to have resized some of the pictures.
they're unclear, tsk.
):<

i decided that i still do

[current mood | blank]


hello people.
random blogging again, ok.

#01 today's fom presentation was totally srewed. TOTALLY, SIGH. we actually opened the wrong powerpoint, which is the one that doesn't have the conclusion. wtf. huisheng & i were both stunned when we came to the thank-you slide. & the q&a part.. argh, five words - can't be even more screwed. was totally pissed, & i shall say no more cause i can already feel the anger coming back while i'm typing this right now. sigh. it's like.. so much for all our hardwork.

#02 i miss my buddies! hello, the four of you?? we haven't seen each other for so long already. don't you guys miss me? haha. meet up meet up! it has been like 2 weeks since i saw casslynn & yunni. & even longer for janice. at least i still get to see wanxuan's face in school, but not often too.

#03 having dinner right now. maggi mee ): daddy thinks that i have damn thick hair..? lol. yesterday's dinner was also maggi mee lah. guess only when bro comes home during the weekends then he'll cook bah.

#04 got quite a number of photos to upload. think i'll upload them once i get the rest that are in ahma's camera, which hopefully is later on.

#05 yesterday when doing project, mohammed kept doing a hand sign to jerome. lingquan & i then asked mohammed what that means. haha, how creative mohammed is, lol!

#06 the bowl of maggi is still sitting beside my lappy. & i feel disgusted just by looking at it >.<

okie.
so much for this post, it's kinda long.
bye.

p/s:
only 23 more days to twilight!
& exactly one more month to christmas :D

Build me a castle,
& remember to put my prince in.

just some random blogging ok.
here goes:

#01 received a tragic news on friday. mr samik passed away. it really shocked me, & everyone else. it's just.. so hard to believe. sometimes people are just gone like that, sigh. dba 11 will miss him a lot. looking at the class outing photos makes me feel real real real sad..

#02 thanks to lingquan, i got into a 'tell you a secret' fetish. i think i'm gonna irritate the shit out of the people i talk to, haha.

#03 today went out to study with su. went tp again. really did study(: gotta continue chiong study, still left with so much to cover loh.

#04 today went ikea too, after studying with su. we were able to entertain ourselves well with the ice-cream, lol. walked over to giant to see see. su bought so many food home haha.

#05 su got irritated by my 'tell you a secret', haha! well, i think she was. & that's like finally, i irritated her. 'tell you a secret, this bus is going to ikea.' xD

#06 math puzzle presentation was a mess again. i just wish that i have more luck, sigh. hopefully this friday teacher will say a pass to our project.

#07 fom's presentation is next tuesday! so fast luh. bought a new shirt, think i'll be wearing it for most of the presentations. & borrowed a blazer from my aunt. wth, gotta wear full executive wear for this coming fom presentation. sian.

#08 can't wait for exams to be over! can't wait for holiday to come! can't wait for twilight! can't wait for christmas! can't wait for new year! can't wait for chinese new year! can't wait to turn 18! (sorry, but that's just me.)

#09 bought teens & teenage, cause there's jay chou. one was jay on the cover page, the other was the poster was jay. (lol, don't they know how to make money.) well, at least there's a plus point this time round - got twilight poster in one of them.

#10 i hereby announce: I LOVE CHIEH LUN! haha, don't get it wrong. one of the magazines had 'jay chou chieh lun' as jay's english name. cool uh.

alright.
that's all for this post.
long enough to cover for the past few days'.

& look at the time now.
i should go to bed.
bye, goodnight.

p/s:
let what happens happen.
great, just when i'm gonna give up on that thought.

putting a full stop to it

[current mood | hungry]




hello.
just a short post.

crs test is over.
hope that i didn't do too badly.
went jiaxi's house to find her after crs ended.
lunch-ed, used computer, slack-ed & all.
left at about 6:30PM.
took a few photos (of m&ms lol) & will post them another day.

gonna be busy studying/doing project these few days.
so i shall have self-discipline (wow, i'm actually bringing in spcore values, haha) & not use my lappy unless it's for school work.

so, ya.
till then, miss me.
goodbye & goodnight.

rainbow & love,
pretty things that don't last

[current mood | punctured]



woke up from my nap 15 minutes ago.
overslept, cause i didn't hear my alarm ring.
>.<

today went aunt's house to baibai.
there were so much food around.
i think all of us ate a lot, lol.
& javier was entertaining the whole lot of us.

sigh.
feel like watching secret & feel all sad over the show again.
but.. time constrain.. sigh.
think i better be off to do my work.
bye.

p/s:
now i know what that means.

another wasted day

[current mood | lost]


went out with mummy in the morning.
came home & then took a nap, lol.
woke up, wanted to study, but ended up going out with mummy again.
came home again, & used lappy all the way till now.
tsk tsk.
i was supposed to study.
sigh.

think i'll chiong a little bit of statistics after this post..?
hopefully yea.

&&, just a foot-note:
I Miss You Guys
♥♥♥

Janice
WanXuan
YunNi
Casslynn
Sujatha
Javier
JiaXi
HuiJian
WenHui
Corinne
Alicia
Hannah
Anna

put the brakes on

[current mood | missing-some-people-&-things]


decided to blog because tomorrow's section outing was cancelled?
kind of upset & disappointed cause i was looking forward to it.
oh well..

today's cd was really enjoyable.
classmates' presentations really got me laughing like crazy.
got to see zhenping's hot & sexy dance & arthoven's hilarious acting, lol!

haha, & today me & lingquan (ok, maybe i should say me only) did something so malu.
i opened the wrong classroom door, lol!
then the people inside were like staring out at us, super funny that i laughed till i cried haha.

hmm..
think tomorrow i should be staying at home to study?
sigh, my wonderful weekend is ruined by change of plans.

p/s:
i feel as if people are out to cheat my feelings, lol.

falling back into place

[current mood | recovering]




hello.
blogging now, but i have nothing to update on.

having section outing this saturday.
picnic at pasir ris park.
i shall start praying that it won't rain, & all the crows dead, lol.

i'll be back on saturday with photos.
bye.

p/s:
mine are.

so count,
how many days since then

[current mood | accomplished]


finally done with my itab assignment.
i spent three hours on it, & i don't know why i took so long.
lol.

gonna help daddy type some stuff, & then perhaps i'll do my poa tutorial before going to sleep..?
well, this is it then.
bye.


[/edit]
only a ten minutes & here's a drastic change in my mood.
):
alright, i give up.

8th of november,
4e5'07 class gathering

the organizers(:
mr gng playing pool with sab, elaine & camille.
eww.
another round of pool.
justin chan, the only boy who came.
justin's 'artistic' shot.
our super nice-to-eat cake, so cool right.
lighting of the candles.
minmin with minmin, haha.
everyone, shot one.
everyone, shot two.
door gift - lanyard.
message from mr gng.
sabrina & jiebing.

thanks & love to the people who came
♥♥♥
wanxuan, yunni, casslynn, yiying, cherylanne
jiebing, sabrina, elaine, camille, justin
samuel, mr gng