不管了，我现在只想当我自己

Min.
seventeen
210491
singapore poly, dba

my life is full of sunshine & rainbows. sometimes, there're dark clouds & thunderstorms too. i strive for perfection, but i always fail to do so. i guess my only forte is being a jay fan, ha. building sand castles in the air is what i do almost everyday. i think daydreaming is fun because it brings me to wherever i want to go, & i can be whoever i want to be in those thoughts.

was that an answer to my question

[current mood | thoughtful]


yesterday
lazed around at home till i received cousin christine's sms.
went out to accompany her to shop at bugis.
bought this damn cute domo-kun tee for my super adorable nephew.
went to get jodi picoult's novels too.
& these purchases left me with a financial status of almost zero.
:/


as for today, i went to my bro's camp (family day) with my parents & javier.
that nephew of mine kept going over to the military dogs, he's just so cute!
hmm, headed over to grandma's house after that.
came back home not long ago.

was reading casslynn's blog & i realised one thing.
i'm actually done with year one!
all these while i've only been thinking that exams are over, & not that i'm no longer a freshman!
oh my god, time really, really flies without you noticing.
& it's been weeks since i last saw yunni, janice, casslynn & su.
i miss them so much!
there's definitely a lot of catching up to do this holiday.
not fogetting that i'm supposed to find a job too.

ok-dokey, off to read my book.
byebye.

row the overloaded boat

[current mood | lethargic]


hello people!
let me announce this : EXAMS ARE OVER!
& i've decided not to brood over how i screwed all my papers.
all hail to the holiday!
:D

to celebrate that exams are over, my sp clique & i went k-box yesterday!
finally, the curse is broken (an inside joke).
really had a fun & great time with them.
i think i'm gonna miss these four peeps, to the max.

ok, photos!
(they're small, squint your eyes.)

[current mood | lousy]


another one of those days i'm feeling like this.
i can't concentrate on my fom, i haven't start memorizing a thing at all.
with so many things on my mind, i doubt i can get any fom theories into my head even if i try.
best therapy for moments like this - listen to songs in bed.

we share a secret code

[current mood | mutated]


had a short but fun meet up with cousins last night.
went to take the singapore river boat tour.
will upload the photos taken once i get my hands on them.

saturdays & sundays have officially become my be-a-potato-couch days.
well, till the shows' final episode, that is.
& damn sian, i haven't been studying fom at all, at all!
i have already embraced the holiday mood.
that's bad.

p/s:
my dream was great, too great that i know it won't happen in reality.
but everything felt so real.

unpacking my mood

[current mood | lazy]


stats paper is finally over.
wore my lucky charm to school today, & i used my lucky pen to write my answers.
i hope these help.
:/

yesterday was study session with wanxuan, joshua & kenneth again.
we came across this mac that's so nicely furnished & different from the rest of the mcdonald's.
i think i'm gonna mark it as my 'study area' from now on, lol.

fom is the last paper, which is on next wednesday.
so, i'm gonna have a good rest tonight & only start studying tomorrow.
(:

p/s:
'Joshua Then wants a sapple size of sheeps wearing sockes.'
now, this is what i call classic, ha.

live life the way we used to live

[current mood | slack]



hello.
didn't blog for a few days, i bet you guys miss me right?
haha.

anyway, econs & poa papers are down.
poa was tough, damn it.
thought that i can like maybe score an A, but.. sigh.

today's study plan failed, totally.
wanxuan, joshua, kenneth & i went changi airport.
our intention was to study, but after lunch at sakae, i think all our energy were used to digest the food.
we had no mood to study at all!
lol, ended up sitting at mac doing nothing.

while other people are worrying that they can't get an A for stats, i'm here thinking how the hell can i even pass stats.
tonight & the whole of tomorrow are my only hope.
chiong stats chiong stats!

if the song is for me

found this video when i was video hopping.
it's a piano piece by some guy, playing a combination of five jay's songs.
have the patience to let it load & listen to it, cause it's really nice!

amazed by every little thing that you do

[current mood | consumed]


happy 18 years & 1 day old, wanxuan!

hello people.
haven't been blogging these days because i have been busy with a lot of things.
finally an afternoon that i'm at home.

yesterday
met wanxuan in the morning & went changi airport to study.
she didn't know that she had a test for her gems, so she flew down to sp when she got the call from her friend.
lol, that was when we barely reached mac.
i was left doing my poa alone, sitting in front of a man who i think is not so right in the mind?
he kept shouting 'oh my god' & it got me so irritated in the first place cause i thought he was talking on the phone.
i guess he is really mentally ill because the policemen came & brought him away.
casslynn came, & we waited for wanxuan to come back.
then the three of us went to have sakae buffet.
(screwed my diet plan.)
laughed a lot, & cass kept amchio-ing whenever the not bad looking manager walked passed our table, haha!

continued studying at mac with wanxuan while cass went home to do her e-learning.
joshua came, & he actually spent $45 (faints) on his taxi ride from tiong baru to changi airport.
we sort of planned a surprise for wanxuan with yiying & kenneth.
joshua & i gave an excuse to leave our seats & went to meet them.
we came out with the cake, & the girl was surprised by yiying's first clap.
cut the cake, ate the cake, chatted, laughed.
left & took bus home with yiying.

p/s:
happy valentine's day.


[/edit]
feel like taking a break from all the studying.
especially since today is fourteenth of feb.
(alright, i know v.day is no big deal, but just let me use it as an excuse ok?)
so i shall only start studying later in the evening.
:D

best of my best happenings

tested & scored

[current mood | can be better]



happy 15th birthday to my dear cousin, jiaxi!

had fun with cousins last night!
totally exciting, haha.
shaoting, huijian & i planned a birthday surprise for jiaxi.
(surprise failed, i suppose. thanks to joe for leaking it out!)
anyway, huijian & i said to meet up first at orchard to search for a prezzie.
guess what?
i waited close to an hour for our princess to arrive!
(lesson learnt: always leave house at least half an hour later when meeting cousins)
in the end, we couldn't find anything to buy for jiaxi.
left & hurried down to buona vista to meet shaoting.
she waited very long for us too (the domino reaction).

met up with adam first before going up to surprise jiaxi with the cake.
but like i said, surprise wasn't successful, ha.
played wii, ate a lot, laughed a lot.
left with shaoting to take the mrt home, but we missed it!
this was the most exciting part of our night, haha.
we ended up taking bus to serangoon interchange.
after that, we walked home!
(lmao, if you believe, haha.)

i think i haven't been exercising much.
cause my arm is aching from last night's wii!
yea i know, how lousy.

photos: jiaxi's birthday surprise

say hello to my new look

[current mood | varied]



bought my jay's mtv dvd today.
so happy ^^
the picture above is the album cover.


[/edit]
oooh, the dvd comes with a necklace!
:D
damn cool, it's the one in the picture that jay is wearing.
have yet to watch the dvd, what a miracle.
i realised that there isn't 时光机's mtv, feel quite sad cause i think the mtv is cute.
reorganised my jay stuff, & my two drawers are getting full.
that's a good sign.

caging the frustration

[current mood | passable]


yesterday
went studying with su at tp.
after that, we decided to go katong & have dinner.
but this particular cafe was closed (or should i say closed down, lol) so we went parkway parade & had mos burger instead.
su was suffering from toothache.
finally someone knows the pain of toothache!
lmao.
anyway, we walked around in the mall & su bought a pair of shoe.
been years since i went to parkway, didn't know that there were so much changes.

as for today, school was as usual.
gotta chiong one last fom report & one last itab project, then that's it, time for exams.
i need miracles to work on my statistics.
>.<