不管了，我现在只想当我自己

Min.
seventeen
210491
singapore poly, dba

my life is full of sunshine & rainbows. sometimes, there're dark clouds & thunderstorms too. i strive for perfection, but i always fail to do so. i guess my only forte is being a jay fan, ha. building sand castles in the air is what i do almost everyday. i think daydreaming is fun because it brings me to wherever i want to go, & i can be whoever i want to be in those thoughts.

may the readings be true

[current mood | very tired]



edited the math puzzle presentation slides & did the so-called script.
guess i'm done for the day.
gonna heck care about tomorrow's spss test already.
& i hope my group will be able to chiong finish our fom project by tomorrow night.

alright.
goodnight people.

& so the lion fell in love with the lamb

Twilight Trailer


just suddenly thought of twilight so i posted this.
oh my god, i can't wait for the movie!
casslynn tan, you're booked on the 21st of november ok!
haha.
but before this, i wanna catch a movie & buy the dumb dumb pumpkin popcorn container.
been so long since i watched a movie already.
saw v is rated r21, again, so can't watch that.
movie, anyone?

alright.
last homework for the day - econs tutorial.
my bed, wait for me!

no one has a clue

[current mood | very sleepy]


i think i got the hang of spss, a tiny weeny bit of it.
but i suppose when i wake up tomorrow, i'll forget everything.
& the spss guidebook gives scenarios that are too simple.
sigh, whatever.
i'm just gonna do my econs tutorial & then go to bed.
goodnight.

[/edit]
no more goodnight already.
):
still gotta do research for fom project, so that tomorrow can just discuss & then combine all points together to do the report & slides.
oh my god, all these are killing me.
a big big cup of coffee for chiamin, please.

were you born for that special reason

[current mood | tired]


hello.
today my group completed our math puzzle presentation slides, & i did my portfolio for cd.
staying back in school to do homework is not such a bad thing after all.

overdue pictures:

i miss you guys!
meet up for dinner soon, k?

alright.
off to figure out how to use spss.
test is on friday.
>.<

p/s:
happy birthday to alicia!
love ya!

taking more than giving

<3 su!

不由得你不信

[current mood | sleepy]


having itab lesson right now.
bored.
i just realised that this week is week 3 already.
meaning to say gem presentation is this friday, & fom presentation is next week.
oh dear, i haven't done anything for either of them.
sigh.
this week is gonna be reeeaaal busy.
):

there's econs make-up lecture later on, ending at six.
that means i'll reach home only at 7PM.
soooo late luh.

not gonna give up on it already

[current mood | sleepy]


yo.
met up with su at aljunied mrt platform at about 5PM.
decided to go bugis instead of marina square cause marina square don't have bubble tea shop, lol.
bought bubble tea, roamed in bugis junction, then took cab to su's house.
a few of her relatives were there, so i was a little paiseh haha.
sat, played with money (su's hamster) & used su's lappy.
then had dinner in the living room with su & her brother.
(luckily that her parents & relatives were eating in the kitchen, if not i'll feel so paiseh, lol!)
after dinner, went into her room to slack.
her cousins were using her lappy playing some game.
& su's little cousin is so cute lah, but naughty haha.
hmm, left at around 8PM plus..?
cab-ed to aljunied mrt station & then train-ed home.

i didn't study at all luh, the whole weekend i was hanging out with cousins & su.
tsk tsk.
didn't touch either of my tutorials or projects.
>.<

alright, i'm going to bed already.
so tired.
will post photos another day.
goodnight.

p/s:
tarot reading is so freaking true!
hmm..?

happy deepavali

[current mood | okay]


yoyo.
will be meeting su later.
most probably going to town first, then her house.

boo hoo..
it's raining.
how am i supposed to walk to the mrt station like that?
):

blog again tonight.
bye.


[/edit]
i miss hannah.
why doesn't she updates her blog.
):

take these worries away

[current mood | fed up]


hello.
reached home just nice at 12AM.
had a long day.
& i'm just gonna blog a fast one, cause i'm tired & i wanna sleep.

journey-ed to amk, went aunt's hse, had dinner, slacked, went sheng siong with another aunt & jiaxi, went to huijian's hse, slacked, waited for huijian & changrong to change, went amk central together, said bye to them, train-ed to orchard, met su, walked to lucky plaza, collected su's jeans, walked to far east, shopped & bought stuff, walked back to lucky plaza, went carpark, slacked & took photos, left, train-ed home.

p/s:
sigh.

it will die down & then end

[current mood | bouncy]



hello.
chiamin is a naughty girl.
she's not gonna study today.
tsk tsk.
haha.
i'm going to amk to find jiaxi & huijian.
then meeting su at night!
:D
i feel happy right now, & nothing shall spoil my mood!

off to prepare.
byebye!

it hurts,
so i suppose it's the truth

[current mood | calm]



spent my day with jiaxi(:
met her at jurong east mrt station.
walked to library, then started browsing for storybooks.
introduced nora robert's novels to jiaxi, but in the end never borrow lol.
finally settled down, then started studying.
was reading my econs tb halfway when i suddenly remembered what my horoscope reading for the day was.
(taurus: take it easy - you deserve a break & your personal energy is best spent relaxing today. you can recharge so much that you can run at full speed for quite a long time - if that's what you need to do.)
so, i gave up studying & decided to slack & relax for the day.
LOL!
jiaxi was scribbling, & i joined in.
i think we were wasting paper luh, haha.
left library & headed to imm.
had lunch at kopitam, ate porridge, really felt like a patient loh.
(jiaxi didn't allow me to eat fast food, lol.)
hmm, roamed around & there's this shop that sells damn cute stuff.
the elmo is so omg-ly cute!
& of course, so was the price lol.
left imm & went to jiaxi's house.
slacked & used computer.
went home at about 8:45PM.

tomorrow i'm not going to sentosa already..!
staying at home to study what i'm supposed to study today.
haha.

alright, that's it.
bye & goodnight.

[current mood | silly]


wahhahahaha.
i'm still awake.
been so long since i last stayed up later than 12AM.
oh my god, i miss sleeping late.
& there's a high chance that i'll oversleep tomorrow, oh i mean later on.

maybe i should go to bed already.
& if you're reading this at this supposed-to-be-sleeping time, you should go to bed too.
goodnight.

p/s:
sorry that i can only use words & not actions to help you.

love this song

I've been pushing hard to open up the door,
Trying to take us back to where we were before.
But i'm done i just can't do this anymore.
Cause we can't be mended,
So let's stop pretending now.
We've been walking round in circles for some time,
& I think we should head for the finish line.

i wanted you to be the one i love

[current mood | thoughtful]


went through boring tutorials & lecture, ended school, met wanxuan at dover, train-ed back to tampines, went han's, ate, went pastamania to meet justin, chatted, ate, chatted, justin went home, walked around in tm & century sq with wanxuan, met yunni AND samuel, went back to pastamania & accompanied yunni to eat dinner, chatted, left, said bye to yunni AND samuel, walked with wanxuan to her bus stop, walked home.

(yunni is most probably gonna come get me for the capital &s.)

today's gem wasn't as bad as last week's.
i see a gleam of hope for my math.
at least lingquan & i were able to solve parts of the puzzle & fully understand how to solve it.
(a round of applause for the chiamin who is hopeless in math! :D)

didn't get to meet up with ex-colleagues due to school.
wanxuan said that i'm still remembered as ultraman, haha.
i thought i was long forgotten by the oriental staff.
lol.

oh, i think i'm gonna be real busy this semester.
it's only week 2 & i've already got 4 projects on hand.
D:
no more slacking like last semester.
shall pia & chiong.
hmm ok, maybe i should say i will try (the keyword) to pia & chiong.
haha.

meeting jiaxi at jurong east tomorrow, gonna study econs (halo shines).
(:

[current mood | good]


was chatting with the saxys (hanyang, eehern & jehan) on msn.
hahahahaha, so much fun luh.
:D
so hanyang created a big hoo-ha in band on tuesday, haha.
cool cool.
& eehern crushed me & hanyang's excitement about that something.

ka-mun says:
jehan support jay!!
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
JEHAN never fall to the dark side
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
look at chiamin
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
look at the torment
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
the suffereing
ka-mun says:
it's not a torment!!
ka-mun says:
idiot
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
all because of a singer
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
the sleepless nights due to looking at his posters and pictures
ka-mun says:
yes yes yes yes
ka-mun says:
that's life
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
zomg~
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
that explains your eye bags HAHAHA
JEHAN says:
LOL

hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
AND IF HE DOES KILL ME, I'M GONNA BRING YOU WITH ME TO WHEREEVER I GO AFTER DEATH
ka-mun says:
you can't
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
YES I CAN
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
i'll kill you at the same time!
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
as when i die
ka-mun says:
unless you wanna hear 'jay chou' even after you die
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
oh shit
ka-mun says:
hahahaha!!!
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
STOP BLACKMAILING ME
ka-mun says:
IS YOU BLACKMAILING ME!!!
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
NO I'M NOT (err...am i?)
ka-mun says:
yes you are
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
okay whatever!
ka-mun says:
q:

ka-mun says:
are they cute??
ka-mun says:
hahahhaha
ka-mun says:
(i bet not)
JEHAN says:
sec2s
JEHAN says:
but anyway
JEHAN says:
zh says they're okay
JEHAN says:
like can make it (for i dont know what)
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
lol
ee hern says:
shrugs. thne okay lor
ee hern says:
then*
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
chiamin, were you cute? LOL
JEHAN says:
lol
ee hern says:
as far as i rmbed
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
hahahhahahahahaa i can't go back to coach them as well since i'm technically banned in band
ee hern says:
all of u not jehan's batch
ee hern says:
cute but...
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
oh i know he's gonna say
ee hern says:
lol, doesnt matter la
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
ME
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
eh never
ee hern says:
nope
ee hern says:
lol
ka-mun says:
but what sia
hanyang|definitely, maybe. says:
heng sia
ee hern says:
hahah
ka-mun says:
oh
ee hern says:
but like...nv grow bigger leh
ee hern says:
o.0

hahahahahaha, there were so many funny parts (well, i think it's funny) in our conversation.
i will never ever forget NO WANTED, haha!

happy birthday to sookfui (22/10)

[current mood | tired]


hello.
didn't get to blog yesterday because i went to bed at 8:30PM.
haha, so early right.
guess when you're sick, all you wanna do is to sleep.

yesterday
ended school at 11AM.
bus-ed to clementi & went to buy the ingredients that are needed for baking cookies.
walked back to yanling's house after that.
slacked, then we decided to try out yanling's new set of hair straightener/curler.
i was their guinea pig, haha.
then come sookfui, my guinea pig, muahahahaha.
hmm, after all the playing, we finally started baking.
at first we said lingquan will do all the job while we three slack.
but in the end, it's the other way round, lol!
the first batch was a success, but the second was a failure.
(sookfui was so sad lah, lol.)
cleaned up & went home.

photos:

the birthday girl.
our new temporary hairstyle.
straightening in process.
ingredients.
O.O
be very careful when lingquan is holding a knife.
haha!
baking in process.
ta-da!
first try - success!
(:
dead beat, lol.
second try - failure!
):
once again, happy 18th birthday to sookfui!